I came home, opened my pc as usual but he is not there... my internet boy friend :p I don't want to cry right now, I'm just feel empty and sad. All dreams and thoughts about him... How is he over there? What does he feel my lovely slatkaya rybka? How are those guys all around you? How will you sleep? What and how will do when you start to want to eateateat??? Sad dreams started to surround me here in vdnkh flat... Blond small girl and sad dreams....
As soon as i want to start to complain and cry Sezen (a sister of my sugar fox) called me and said that he just called and said that HE IS OK!!! Serkashaaaa! Even now you make me smile and feel happy!!! Ty takoy molodets, mr evil! I ya tebya taaaaaaaak lyublyu!!! :)))))
I told you already but want to say it again - sugar fox! you are like first man at the cozmos! Today is 50 years ago Yury Gagarin said "Poeeeehali!" and went to cosmos first time! And today is your first day in the army so i can easily call you moy lisyonok - kosmotyonok (my sugar fox is a cosmic guy!!!) :)))) Really!
Today at work when my head already started to boil from all these thoughts and dreams i found myself dreaming that the only thing that i want now is to escape and runrunrun to Eysk. I mean when i understood that i can not be with you now, i can not talk, i can not see you even through internet i felt myself so small and vulnerable again that i need a shelter so much. The only place that will help me in any case (when you are not with me) is my parent's place... And i felt that i need to go there rapidly! Buut it was some minutes and then i felt again that i'm a strong russian girl ;) that you love!
Last words that i want to say in this post. I want you to know that I WAITED FOR YOU ALL MY LIFE I CAN WAIT CHUT CHUT MORE!!!!!!! (fck! it's only 6 months even less).
Aaaand btw i'm still smiling! I'm looking at you evil picture and it makes me smile more! Only good thoughts my love!!!
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