My first post after the interruption.

Yep! Today is my first post after 4 days interruption. My brains are in order again and i want to share some news and dreams with my lovely sugar fox! I'm trying to understand - we are really chut  chut the same (can feel the same feeling the same time) or during your vacation days you made influence on me that my feelings were strange. To be honest i shouldn't tell you that (for you not to be more sad) but my brains were confused too. But right know i'm really ok and as usual. And the main thing that you and me should really remember all the time is that we love each other in spite of strong circumstances. Yep! That's the main idea!!! :* For me this strange condition finished yesterday. I think that during this weekend i was sooo nervous that that was the reason why i was sooo tired yesterday after my last working day. I felt this tiredness physically. I mean after 7 p.m i even couldn't look into my pc. And i felt asleep at 11 p.m! Can you imagine my love???
But today is really everything ok. I spoke to you during the day (i mean in my mind :) ) and i remembered very often today how you say me usually aaaaaskiiiimskaaaa! Soooo funny! Ya tebya lyublyu moy miliy malchik! :*
By the way i had yoga class today and it was much easier then the time before! I will go to St. Pet in 2 hours by train and my flight will be already tomorrow. My aunt (Shushik's mum) will come to Moscow in Saturday at 7 in the morning. And my mum will come the same Saturday but at 7 in the evening. Soooo many visitors for vdnh flat and grey teddy bear! ;)
Two days ago we watched a film with Kasya. The film's name was Killing Bono. I liked it very much. The main thing was "don't be jealous and just your life". One guy (a friend of Bono from U2 from their teenage time) wanted everything that Bono has but was soooo unlike in everything that he did. Sugar fox!!! I'm so proud that we don't have jealous feeling and just trying to live and enjoy. I hope we can be like that till the end! ;)
I think that's it for now cause i should pack my bag and run run run for the train station! Seni cok cok seviyorum kucuk kirpi! :* :)))))
P.S. I was on Treskaya street after yoga (in the very center next to the Kremlin) and Tverskaya was blocked for the traffic because military had training before 9 May parade. So i saw several tanks and some other things and of course thought about sugar fox. Called my mum and said - Muuuum, right now next to me a big tank on Tverskaya and i imagine my Serkan in the same tank! Mum was laughing much! Whyyyyyy???? :))))))