Today was a good day: no bad news, no big troubles at the office, i spoke to my lovely boy in the morning and then in the evening. But i'm a little bit sad (wrote it and chut chut smile :) sugar fox knows why). But really i need to make in order my brains and do useful things instead of have some stupid fcking feelings (loneliness mfcker!). But wtf? Didn't you live alone for the whole your life??? And you never have problems with this before... I miss him sooo much... Anyway... kap kap
Yesterday i met with Kasya. But before i would like to say again that it was so unbelievable that it's possible to get us visa so easy now. My friend from the office told me that there was no any problem to get it for three single rus girls! Without confirmation from the hotel, flight tickets or even bank accounts details! And also she told me how great trip they had. They visited NY, LA, Las Vegas!!! During i listened to the story i was dreaming about our trip with sugar fox at the country. We can rent a car, we can loose our heads, ways enjoying the trip for smth like 2-3 weeks! It can be really wonderful!!!
So yesterday after the office i met with Kasya. Of course i told her about USA. Her first question was "When will we go to give the documents for visas?". Some time ago even before Istanbul we discussed to travel to NY. We discussed it much cause i wanted to go there. But we decided to go to Istanbul last september :)))
I answered her: "We can do these (give documents for visas) 4 of us (we and Kasya with Vova) in autumn". After that i understood that she was shocked. She said "I never understand girls who change their mind because of their guys". I started to think about it. How to say? Most of all i want to spend time with my love! It doesn't matter where but with him!!! I want to live my happiest moments of my life with him, i want to discover new countries, to smile (even to cry), to fall to asses and finally to make patom in different new cities!!! Am i egoist? or idiot? I don't know but i could not explain this to Kasya.
I miss you so much my boy! Sometimes i look into the moon and hope that the moment you look at it too! :))) And i just remembered! I'm very happy that you choose option 1 at the army (to make it at the territory). Let me feel chut chut calmer pozhaluysta! Ya tebya ochen lyublyu zaychonok!!! Iyi geceler benim askerim! :*
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